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February 03, 2005

Missing her

I haven't heard from her in, well, it's been over 30 hours now since I got her last text message, and even longer since I got her last email. I'm sure she's fine. It's actually a little sad because the first two days she was gone, she emailed me in the afternoon - her afternoon, which is my early morning - meaning I woke up and was late getting ready in the morning because I spent too much time thinking about her. The past two days, though, I've dutifully woken up early... to no avail as there has been no word from her waiting in my inbox. Humph.

Becoming busier has helped to partition my thought space so that she's not always on my mind 100%... but I still have those moments where I wish I could just hear from her, to appease my crazy mind.

This won't last, I promise you. If, in two months, you're still reading posts that say "I haven't heard from her in 3 hours, 29 minutes and 17 seconds" you have the right to chastise me. But just because I don't post it doesn't mean I'm not thinking about it. I can enforce rules on my blog but it never profits me to enforce rules on my heart.

Ok, now it's time for bed. Maybe I will wake up and find a message waiting from her. Hope is such a powerful thing.

Posted by kgutwin at February 3, 2005 11:49 PM

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